What Should I Do ?

Aku yakin, semua remaja pasti pernah mengalami hal ini . atau yang lebih tepatnya pasti pernah dipusingkan sama hal ini... apalagi kalo bukan masalah "Cinta" . dan sekarang aku pusing dibuatnya. -_-

yah, tau sendiri kan gimana rasanya... bingung, galau, tiba-tiba sedih, senyum-senyum sendiri, cengar-cengir, curi-curi pandang, yah... pokonya keliatan bodoh banget deh.

dan yang terjadi sama aku bener-bener luaaaar biasa, menurut aku sih. lebih rincinya mari dilihat kebawah :
1. aku suka sama cowok yang sekelas sama aku (kabar baik atau buruk yah ?) . ada temenku yang bilang "va, enak ya suka sama cowok yang satu kelas... bisa ketemu setiap hari" tapi menurutku itu salah, aku malah gak suka. kenapa ? karena setiap kali ketemu pandang pasti canggung-canggungan akunya, malu buat negur, dan sangat beresiko, dalam artian sangat-sangat mudah "ketahuan" kalo punya feeling.

2. dia tau kalo aku suka sama dia, dan dia nggak ambil pusing sama sekali (o my god) . dari mana aku tau ? dia pernah bilang begini ke aku " aku tau, muka kamu nampak " (muka gw emang nampak kok, uda segede nampan gini) . tapi bukan itu masalahnya , abis dia bilang gitu... DUAR! mati deh gue. ketauan.

3. dan lagi-lagi, banyak temenku yang bilang begini " eh, va... kayaknya dia juga punya rasa sama kamu. liat aja gelagatnya" tau gak muka aku gimana waktu itu? kayak kepiting rebus, malu + seneng ... hehe

4. masalah selanjutnya adalah hampir satu kelas tau kalo aku suka ama dia, mulai dari temenku yang pande ngeramal (nebak maksudnya), maksa-maksa ngasih tau, sampe ngancam gak mau jadi temen gw lagi. Astagfirullah... pusing aku.
total yang tau : perempuan 11 orang + cowok 1 orang . gimana aku nggak kejang-kejang ngingat mulut mereka yang ember semua, seandainya keceplosan. aaaah, mati langsung gw. bukan takut apa-apa... masalahnya kalo sempat cowok-cowok di kelas tau, apalagi yang macam yakuza... bisa-bisa aku digangguin sampe mampus . dan aku gak mau itu terjadi .

5. aku itu punya prinsip nggak akan maju duluan, aku yakin dia akan datang sendiri...

Jadi begitulah ceritanya...


ahahaaha, ini hanya coret-coretan doang... jangan terlalu serius ngebacanya yaaaa.
RM

I Love Everything about pastel

It'll be great if all things in this world looks cute like pastel (eh?)

haha,... kidding :p

I Love pastel very much ... its sweet, cute, and amazing colour, hehe ...

and one of my favourite pastel is soft pink ;)

*wink

cutest button 

uwaaa, lovely cupcake 

 

 sweety candy

Are u in ? waaaay, pastel Lover ^^

Suju (Donghae-Kyuhyun) ft SNSD (Taeyeon-Jessica) a way back into love

Love this song verry much . taeyeon and jessica is the best :)

a way back into love lyric (hugh grant&haley benway)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on


I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind


All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh


I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions


All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end


Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh


There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation


All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Bomnal / how great is your love lyric

[Taeyeon] Bomnal gateun misoe on sesangihwahnhaejyeoyo
Nal tashi tto kkumkkuge haeyo
[Seohyun] Haessari ban-chagineun nal keudae sone kkakji kgigo
Bal-keo-reumeul majchwo keo-reoyo


[Sooyoung] Kakkeum nae-ga apseo keodda-ga
[Yoona] Mundeuk dwiireul do-rabomyeon
[Hyoyeon] Nareul boneun geu eol-ku-re
[Tiffany] Na nuni bushijyo


[Sunny] Bomi oneun sori teu-llimyeon
([All] Ggoti pin gil ttara keo-reoyo)
[Yuri] Bi naerineun yeoreumi omyeon
([All] Muji-gae-man bomyeo keo-reoyo)
[Jessica] Ka-eul china kyeou-ri wahdo
Sone jeonhaejineun ongiro ([All] Ttaseuhameuro)
Hamkke keo-reo-gayo
How great is your love


[Sunny] Haneu-reul talmeun sarangi nae-gedo ju-eojigil
Nan eonjena gidaryeowaht-jyo
[Jessica] Byeolbichi ban-chagineun nal norae-haneun jeo
Saedeulye mellodie majchwo keo-reoyo


[Yoona] Dol-ko doneun ne kyejeolye
[Hyoyeon] Banbokdwehneun bimilcheoreom
[Yuri] Byeonhameom-neun geu sarange
[Sooyoung] Na nuni bushijyo


[Seohyun] Bomi oneun sori teu-llimyeon
([All] Ggoti pin gil ttara keo-reoyo)
[Tiffany] Bi naerineun yeoreumi omyeon
([All] Muji-gae-man bomyeo keo-reoyo)
[Taeyeon] Ka-eul china kyeou-ri wahdo
Sone jeonhaejineun ongiro ([All] Ttaseuhameuro)
Hamkke keo-reo-gayo
How great is your love


[Jessica] Sesange jichyeoit-deon nae-ge
([All] Balgeun bichi dweheojun geudae)
[Jessica] Hamkke keonneun jobeun gil kkeu-te
([All] Tashi tto kyeou-ri ondaedo)
[Taeyeon] Keudae nae son jabajundamyeon
[Tiffany] Nae-ge I geochin sesangdo (bomnal gateunkeol)
[Taeyeon] How great is your love (Oh yeah whoa)
[Tiffany] How great is your love

in English

In your smile that's like a spring day, the whole world gets brighter
It makes me dream again
On the day where the sun sparkles,
I hold your hand and walk in sync with your footsteps
When I sometimes walk ahead and suddenly look back
That face that looks at me is so eye-blinding


* when I hear the sound of spring coming, I walk on the path with the bloomed flowers
When the rainy summer comes, I walk as I see the rainbow
When autumn passes and winter comes, with the warmth from our hands
We walk together – how great is your love


I always waited for a love that resembles the sky to be given to me
On the day where the stars twinkle, I walk to the melody of the birds


Your seasons that go round and round, repeating like a secret
In that unchanging love, my eyes are blinded


* repeat


You became a bright light to me, who was exhausted by the world
Even if winter comes at the end of this narrow road we walk together
If you would hold my hand, to me, this rough world will be like spring days
How great is your love
How great is your love




I Love this song very much :)

 

Pentas Seni Mosa Arun

Pentas Seni adalah salah satu event yang paling ditunggu-tunggu oleh semua murid SMA MBA. serangkaian acara dihadirkan dengan tujuan menunjukkan kreatifitas anak-anak MBA . Pentas Seni kali ini diselenggarakan bersamaan dengan pelantikan pengurus osis yang baru atau penyerahan jabatan oleh ketua umum yang lama kepada ketua umum yang baru.

banyak acara-acara yang ngebuat aku terkagum-kagum ngeliatnya...
sayangnya nggak aku dokumentasikan .

dibawah ini hanya beberapa foto yang terambil oleh kameranya Rehan , salah satu temenku.

okta - ulfa - rehan - laras - aku

penari -penari papan atas

 

aku di lorong lukisan

ririn - okta - brian - rehan - aku - ulfa

(para penjaga stand X-1)

 Love,

Riva M
*kiss

pameran budaya & potret pembangunan

it held on kp3 lhokseumawe. so many stand at there. and I think it was interesting ... I love "pameran" :D
and this is what I wore

Love
Riva Marchiella